I wonder why that is? I do not believe I have met any.
And I will take care of myself as best as I can. Thank you.
I see. I do not wish to ask you to do anything you are not comfortable with, but perhaps she will not. There is an equal chance of that, is that not so?
I could not say. I have not had much interest in sex but perhaps I am not entirely qualified to say so. Perhaps it is different for all girls?
I see. I can understand that, I think. Though I do not think that she will dislike you. You have many wonderful qualities. But I think that the most important thing is what you think it best to do, as well. As long as you have no regrets, everything will be fine.
Yeah......probably....I mean all girls are different just like all guys...
[He says, despite having just stereotyped them all in his very last text.]
lol thanks I guess
No I mean it
Shes just not very nice yknow? Shes better than she seems on the surface but shes still a jerk who looks down on everyone including me even if were sleeping together
They are. But I think that is what makes girls as well as guys so interesting. They have all lived different lives and like different things. I think it is very cute.
You are welcome.
But why does she look down on you? May I ask why?
[She doesn't know a girl here who looks down on people.
....Though she does recall a Byakuya Togami who looked down on everyone and everything excluding himself and his family. But Leon did say "she", and so Veronica tucks it away as a thought for another day.]
I meant interesting to mean that I would like to talk to them and know more about them. But surely a romantic interest has more to do with who they are, does it not?
I see. I was not aware that was a personality trait. But I am not entirely certain that it is a good thing that she looks down on you.
Yeah I never said it was a good thing...............
But anyway I guess thats true for some people but sometimes who they are doesnt matter if theyre not what youre attracted to yknow?
Like if you didnt have any interest in kissing girls or touching them naked then their personality doesnt matter even if its totally great cuz you just wont ever like them that way!
I have never kissed a girl but surely they are just as attractive as boys are? Rida, Cordelia, Mimi, Adel, Rahzel, Kaoru, Snow White, Lily, Natsuru, Erina, Nui, Yuu, they are all very beautiful in their own way. They are wise, cute, kind, talented, and sincere, surely that would be attractive to anyone regardless of their gender? I am not entirely certain I understand the difference.
Why would it be weird? Has someone been "weird" about it when you told them?
[And does she need to be angry at them for making Leon unhappy? That is the real question here.]
I do not see why it is weird. Surely it is your choice? As long as you are happy, I do not see why anyone should find it weird.
And no, I have not heard of that. It is a preference, is it not? Just because it is what "most" people do, that does not make it weird if you are different. I have read that enjoying sex has much to do with feeling comfortable with your partner. But it does not say that you will only enjoy it if your partner is of a certain gender.
It is "bisexual", is it not? It is when you like both girls and guys.
And it should not be weird, regardless of the world you are from. I have not heard of it, but I have now and I still do not find it weird. Is it not easy because people find it weird? But why?
I remember. I have not forgotten. It is just that I thought perhaps there was still a way. I apologize if I am assuming but I thought that surely your fate could be changed.
That if you do not give up, there will be a way. I believe in that.
I see. I am glad to hear it. May I ask what that way is? Can I help?
And yes, I am. I met a girl in Holly Heights who is the reincarnation of a squire who lived at my castle. Back home, in Zerestria, you can only reincarnate if you have been killed by magic. You do not kill a noble in their old age with magic. Magic is a weapon used to kill nobles in times of war.
As I understand from her explanation, when I go home, to my true home, there will be an attack shortly after. We do not survive.
Though I confess that it was not my own safety that I thought about but rather the safety of those who currently live in my castle. They are there because of me and I will protect them.
If you need money, I can give mine to you. I do not have much but I have been saving a bit and I do not need much except for food. How much $$$ do you need?
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And I will take care of myself as best as I can. Thank you.
I see. I do not wish to ask you to do anything you are not comfortable with, but perhaps she will not. There is an equal chance of that, is that not so?
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Just like how most girls dont make the first move on guys
But some do, just not as much
Anyway I dont even know if she likes kissing much. I could try and find out
Like she likes it enough to do it with me when we screw but thats different
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I think you should try. It is a question and you are allowed to ask, are you not? I hope she does.
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I dont wanna do anything thatll make her not like me as much.......not that she really likes me anyway
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I see. I can understand that, I think. Though I do not think that she will dislike you. You have many wonderful qualities. But I think that the most important thing is what you think it best to do, as well. As long as you have no regrets, everything will be fine.
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[He says, despite having just stereotyped them all in his very last text.]
lol thanks I guess
No I mean it
Shes just not very nice yknow? Shes better than she seems on the surface but shes still a jerk who looks down on everyone including me even if were sleeping together
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You are welcome.
But why does she look down on you? May I ask why?
[She doesn't know a girl here who looks down on people.
....Though she does recall a Byakuya Togami who looked down on everyone and everything excluding himself and his family. But Leon did say "she", and so Veronica tucks it away as a thought for another day.]
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Are you into girls too??
Or you dont mean romantically huh
Anyway she just looks down on everyone lol thats her personality.......shes stuck up
[A white lie that is serving him well, so far.]
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I see. I was not aware that was a personality trait. But I am not entirely certain that it is a good thing that she looks down on you.
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But anyway I guess thats true for some people but sometimes who they are doesnt matter if theyre not what youre attracted to yknow?
Like if you didnt have any interest in kissing girls or touching them naked then their personality doesnt matter even if its totally great cuz you just wont ever like them that way!
You really never heard of this before??
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I have never kissed a girl but surely they are just as attractive as boys are? Rida, Cordelia, Mimi, Adel, Rahzel, Kaoru, Snow White, Lily, Natsuru, Erina, Nui, Yuu, they are all very beautiful in their own way. They are wise, cute, kind, talented, and sincere, surely that would be attractive to anyone regardless of their gender? I am not entirely certain I understand the difference.
And no, I have not heard of this before.
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And look
Dont tell anyone this cuz its a secret but Ill tell you cuz I trust you and I know you wont be weird about it
Especially after sayin all that
But my pants on the floor friend is actually a guy.........
Ive been screwing around with a guy
I didnt think I liked guys before and I still dunno if I do but I at least like having sex with them
But idk if Id wanna date one
I dont know how to explain if youve never heard of it before but most people just like one or the other
Mostly the opposite
So most guys just like girls! Romantically and in bed
Its not cuz theres anything wrong with guys theres just like........not attraction idk....
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[And does she need to be angry at them for making Leon unhappy? That is the real question here.]
I do not see why it is weird. Surely it is your choice? As long as you are happy, I do not see why anyone should find it weird.
And no, I have not heard of that. It is a preference, is it not? Just because it is what "most" people do, that does not make it weird if you are different. I have read that enjoying sex has much to do with feeling comfortable with your partner. But it does not say that you will only enjoy it if your partner is of a certain gender.
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Only three people know and one of thems the guy Im screwing
It just doesnt work that way.........look idk how to explain it
Its not that easy. Being gay
NOT THAT IM GAY
I dont know what I am but Im not gay!
That means guys that like guys or girls that like girls btw
It just is weird. In my world, maybe not in yours
Or maybe you just never heard of it
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It is "bisexual", is it not? It is when you like both girls and guys.
And it should not be weird, regardless of the world you are from. I have not heard of it, but I have now and I still do not find it weird. Is it not easy because people find it weird? But why?
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idk I never thought about it before it just......is
Thats just how it is in my world. I mean some people hate gay people and like Im fine with it and stuff I have gay friends
He left though but anyway
Its not like I was grossed out by it or thought of him any different but some people do
And it just is different.........its just how it is yknow?
I guess?
idk Im confused
I know if people back home knew stuff would change
Not that I gotta worry about that anymore
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If you like someone, it is always a good thing, is it not? Loving another, it is not weird or strange or different regardless of who it is.
And what do you mean you do not have to worry about it anymore?
[Because that's a strange way of putting it. Like he isn't going to go back.]
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Im dead
I might still be able to go back someday but its more complicated for me than most people
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It is just that I thought perhaps there was still a way. I apologize if I am assuming but I thought that surely your fate could be changed.
That if you do not give up, there will be a way. I believe in that.
I am trying to do something like that.
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I talked to Mosley about it.....theres a way
Its just gonna take a while.........and a lot of money
You are?
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And yes, I am. I met a girl in Holly Heights who is the reincarnation of a squire who lived at my castle. Back home, in Zerestria, you can only reincarnate if you have been killed by magic. You do not kill a noble in their old age with magic. Magic is a weapon used to kill nobles in times of war.
As I understand from her explanation, when I go home, to my true home, there will be an attack shortly after. We do not survive.
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Theres gotta be somethin you can do!
YOURE GONNA BE FINE VERONICA!
And Mosley told me I can go back in time and try to change the past since Im dead so I have more freedom
But to do that I need to keep my memories which costs $$$
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Though I confess that it was not my own safety that I thought about but rather the safety of those who currently live in my castle. They are there because of me and I will protect them.
If you need money, I can give mine to you. I do not have much but I have been saving a bit and I do not need much except for food. How much $$$ do you need?
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Dont worry about it Im not accepting any money lol
Cuz Im talking like saving up for a decade levels of $$$$$$$$
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And if you need to save up that much then is it not best to have help?
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