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[babermetrics]

Yo, you've reached Kuwata Leon! I'm probably busy right now, buuuut just leave me a message and I'll totally make time for you later!

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[babermetrics]

Not to me cuz I dont tell anyone

Only three people know and one of thems the guy Im screwing

It just doesnt work that way.........look idk how to explain it

Its not that easy. Being gay

NOT THAT IM GAY

I dont know what I am but Im not gay!

That means guys that like guys or girls that like girls btw

It just is weird. In my world, maybe not in yours

Or maybe you just never heard of it

[protectthecastle]

[Give her a moment while she looks this up:]

It is "bisexual", is it not? It is when you like both girls and guys.

And it should not be weird, regardless of the world you are from. I have not heard of it, but I have now and I still do not find it weird. Is it not easy because people find it weird? But why?

[babermetrics]

It just is??

idk I never thought about it before it just......is

Thats just how it is in my world. I mean some people hate gay people and like Im fine with it and stuff I have gay friends

He left though but anyway

Its not like I was grossed out by it or thought of him any different but some people do

And it just is different.........its just how it is yknow?

I guess?

idk Im confused

I know if people back home knew stuff would change

Not that I gotta worry about that anymore

[protectthecastle]

But it should not be how it is.

If you like someone, it is always a good thing, is it not? Loving another, it is not weird or strange or different regardless of who it is.

And what do you mean you do not have to worry about it anymore?

[Because that's a strange way of putting it. Like he isn't going to go back.]

[babermetrics]

Remember how we met? You remember right

Im dead

I might still be able to go back someday but its more complicated for me than most people

[protectthecastle]

I remember. I have not forgotten.
It is just that I thought perhaps there was still a way. I apologize if I am assuming but I thought that surely your fate could be changed.

That if you do not give up, there will be a way. I believe in that.

I am trying to do something like that.

[babermetrics]

Theres a way

I talked to Mosley about it.....theres a way

Its just gonna take a while.........and a lot of money

You are?

[protectthecastle]

I see. I am glad to hear it. May I ask what that way is? Can I help?

And yes, I am. I met a girl in Holly Heights who is the reincarnation of a squire who lived at my castle. Back home, in Zerestria, you can only reincarnate if you have been killed by magic. You do not kill a noble in their old age with magic. Magic is a weapon used to kill nobles in times of war.

As I understand from her explanation, when I go home, to my true home, there will be an attack shortly after. We do not survive.

[babermetrics]

Damn.......I had no idea......

Theres gotta be somethin you can do!

YOURE GONNA BE FINE VERONICA!

And Mosley told me I can go back in time and try to change the past since Im dead so I have more freedom

But to do that I need to keep my memories which costs $$$

[protectthecastle]

Thank you, Leon.

Though I confess that it was not my own safety that I thought about but rather the safety of those who currently live in my castle. They are there because of me and I will protect them.

If you need money, I can give mine to you. I do not have much but I have been saving a bit and I do not need much except for food. How much $$$ do you need?

[babermetrics]

Its not like that

Dont worry about it Im not accepting any money lol

Cuz Im talking like saving up for a decade levels of $$$$$$$$

[protectthecastle]

May I ask why?

And if you need to save up that much then is it not best to have help?

[babermetrics]

Yeah but its way too much

Like whatever you give me aint even gonna be a drop in the bucket so I dont wanna take it from you

You could put it to better use yknow?

Besides I havent decided yet what to do

[protectthecastle]

I could not think of a better use than to help you.

But if you have not decided yet, then I suppose I will not offer it to you as of yet. But if you do, please let me know.

And though it may only be one drop, I think even that will be of help? I wish to help.

[babermetrics]

Ok damn......Ill tell you when I decide

Thanks

[protectthecastle]

Thank you, Leon.

And you are welcome. I hope that you are able to achieve what you wish for.