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桑田 怜恩 // Kuwata Leon ([personal profile] babermetrics) wrote2015-05-15 11:24 pm
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Yo, you've reached Kuwata Leon! I'm probably busy right now, buuuut just leave me a message and I'll totally make time for you later!

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(( also NSFW warning in some of the below! ))
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-10 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Ahh-- More or less.

[Hinata scrunches up his nose, looking thoughtful.] They've slipped up and accidentally told me things, sometimes. It makes me think that they do actually want to talk more, but it's difficult to actually come out and just say it.

But a lot of people are like that, right?
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-12 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, well, Tanaka's got his own things, too... I think he had a rough time with people when he was a kid.

[And eating his mother's "poison cooking" his whole life probably didn't help, either.]

I didn't ever really get a straight answer out of him. But I did get a vague idea, and then he let me be his friend. We "shared power". [Air quotes.] Through a handshake.
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-14 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[SOUNDS LIKE TANAKA. Hinata feels a distinct pang of loneliness and loss but he does his best to shake it off and not let it slip onto his face.]

I will, too. He saved me-- all of us, before. Back home.

[He combs his fingers through his hair.] We might see him again. I never know when, with these places, but people're always coming and going.
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-16 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's something.

[Hinata smiles slightly.]

I dunno what I'd do without that guy now, so I'm glad that he's still here with me.

[He says it lightly but after they went through Haven and so many other things together, hey.]
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-16 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hinata sighs lightly, nodding.]

I couldn't stand him. I couldn't forgive him for something he'd done, and I was afraid of him and his way of... thinking and everything. [A pause.] If you asked him, Komaeda will tell you what he did, back in our world.

[Hinata prefers to leave that part to him.]

...But, I came to understand him, in Haven. I was like "ah, why do I have to worry about him" a lot at first but then, gradually, I stopped getting as angry at him. I tried listening. It took months. Almost half a year before I decided I could even be friends with him.
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-21 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
At first, 'cause I wanted to keep an eye on him. I didn't want him trying anything... and, also, because he's a really smart guy. I thought we might be able to figure out something, even as much as I didn't like him.

[Looking back on this feels odd, after it's been so long.]

But he kept doing things... trying to be helpful. Piggybacking me up stairs when I was exhausted.

One time, he tried to get to another section of Haven to get supplies for us-- alone, of course, into a tunnel of monsters. I ran after him before he could get himself killed and got hurt and then he avoided me for ages because he felt like I got pulled into his bad luck.

I kept getting all these opportunities to see what he was like. Without the island or the mutual killing in the picture.
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-11-25 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah. There's... another thing, too. Some of the reason I was afraid of him was that we're actually alike. In certain ways. I was obsessed with Hope's Peak and becoming more than I was, and he was obsessed with hope and those who were supposed to be the hope of everyone.

[He just, you know. Didn't want to recognise the "being alike" part for the longest time.]

And, you know... it's not like I never thought it, when I was trapped back there. Before I found out everything.

"If I kill someone, maybe I'll get out". Maybe if the situations had been a little different, if I'd been targeted more by the 'evidence' and whatever, then...

[He trails off, and then he shakes his head. He can forgive and move on not just because he knows that many of the things that happened were his fault, but because he could understand the feelings of those who killed.

Even Tsumiki, even Komaeda.]


...Ahh. We really need a drink, Kuwata.
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[personal profile] particularity 2015-12-01 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hinata glances over, not asking why he's being thanked. But he gets it. He feels a similar tinge of gratitude, nudges lightly against Leon as they head toward and into the bar—]

Yeah.

Thanks to you, too. [—there's no other person he could've asked to go out and do this with him. Every friend he has is important to him, but there's just something with Leon that makes this easier to do, to have asked. All right— time to just forget about everything!]