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桑田 怜恩 // Kuwata Leon ([personal profile] babermetrics) wrote2015-05-15 11:24 pm
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Yo, you've reached Kuwata Leon! I'm probably busy right now, buuuut just leave me a message and I'll totally make time for you later!

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(( also NSFW warning in some of the below! ))
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-06-29 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Togami shivers—it's not every day that he has skin-to-skin contact like this, and it feels just as intimate as Leon's tongue in his mouth does, if not more. At the very least, it's newer; they'd definitely made out before at the prom, but they weren't pressing half-naked bodies up against each other or anything. Until now.

He tolerates it, though, even though he's focusing more of his attention on returning the kiss properly. He's not aggressive, but he's not being passive, either. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-06-30 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ That felt good—

in a way that's abruptly a little disturbing. He feels like he needs to pull down all the mental charts and observe the physical details of their current situation so that he can make absolutely sure that he is in control of himself and that Leon is way more into this than he is. The narrative of this encounter is that he is willingly tolerating this unprecedented intimacy so that he can get his own pleasure out of it. That doesn't seem to be too far off from what this is... but a crucial point is that Leon's pleasure is secondary, and Togami has no reason to have any interest in it. So a sudden thrill at Leon's desire—

Well, it did feel good, didn't it? It's still for his own benefit. He needs to calm down; he should know by now that not everything has to be a zero-sum game, and there's nothing wrong or contradictory with things being mutually beneficial... And he should have realized that this would be fundamentally different from any careful indulgence of throwaway acquaintances he may have had in the past.

He doesn't really express any of this out loud, but he also falters in the kiss, swallowing, frozen in deliberation. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-02 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's still frozen when Leon starts unbuttoning his shirt, desperately begging his brain to start working again and cover for his hesitation somehow. And do something! It's rare that he's reduced to inaction for quite this long—

So, it's a wave of relief washing over him when Leon kisses him again. He can let go of that tension like it never happened, leaning into the kiss again as if it had never stopped. He makes a soft noise himself in response, trailing a hand down Leon's bare chest. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-06 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Togami shivers at the touch, oversensitive to the intimacy. His heart is beating a little bit faster than normal; nothing out of the ordinary in the context of their current situation, but the fact that it's being monitored makes it race a little more just on its own, in anticipation of some unknown consequences for his reaction. He deliberately averts reciprocating the gesture, his fingers sliding down more towards Leon's stomach instead. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-07 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Ah—

[ Oh. He completely forgot to be conscious of that part of his anatomy betraying anything. Like Leon, it's not something he really has any experience with. But his nipples are already stiff before Leon touches them, although the brush of his fingers makes them moreso.

His muscles flex in response, his hand curling up against Leon's stomach. What was he laughing about? Himself? Or Togami? Or something else entirely? All he can do is assume the worst and counter that. He's more deliberate with his fingernails, now, dragging them against Leon's skin.

It's only after he does that that he realizes that Leon was probably just ticklish in the first place. Well, it works out that way too. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-08 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ Togami tries hard to not have an audible reaction, but despite his efforts, his breathing still becomes heavier as Leon does that. So this is the power of an erogenous zone, even if it seems unrelated to the main one... Well, kissing was already demonstrating that pretty well, so he shouldn't be too surprised.

It seems like maybe finally he can go back to messing with Leon's waistline without it being rushed and inappropriate, but he still hesitates, instead trailing his hand down lower over Leon's shorts rather than under them. Even if he's dancing around removing more clothes, he still feels the need to confirm that Leon is at least as... compromised as he is. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-09 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
Hah—

[ Togami jerks slightly, shivering; he can't say he wasn't expecting this, but it's true that expecting something doesn't always dull the reaction.

In a rush, he realizes consciously why this is all so extra embarrassing—he's aware that he doesn't intimidate or captivate Leon enough to save himself from any hypothetical ridicule or rejection. He doesn't really have a safety net to prevent himself from looking stupid. He's historically minimized this universal human problem to the degree that most of the time, he forgets that it's a problem that people have.

But "historically" isn't the way he's doing things anymore, and it's definitely not the way he's doing things now. He can't swing more towards intimidating, or he'll scare Leon away and ultimately shoot himself in the foot. And if he tries to swing towards captivating on purpose, that has about a 100% probability of making him look stupid, so his odds are better this way.

Knowing that doesn't make him more equipped to deal with someone who isn't under his control going and feeling up his hard-on. But it at least gives him some mental clarity to push past the embarrassment and focus on pulling down those compression shorts instead. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-12 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Togami is actually distracted for a brief moment when he exposes Leon, forgetting about his own situation. He feels the urge to do—something, but he doesn't know what the something is. It's like he's being prompted for a line that he hasn't memorized properly. He just stares blankly—

Until Leon does the same thing to him, of course. And Leon says those three words, weighing down on him like a guilty verdict. His gaze snaps back up instantly to look up at Leon's face. You can't prove anything! You didn't see anything!! He doesn't even realize that Leon is talking about something slightly different. Even though the feeling of those hands moving against him is hard to miss. ]


Nnn, that's—

[ He regrets opening his mouth. He didn't have an ending to that sentence planned, but he doesn't even try to finish it when his voice comes out far more dry and cracked than he was expecting, with the moan the most coherent part of it. He swallows, mouth thinning to try and mask his embarrassment. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-14 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Togami is naturally wearing his classic, sleek black underwear, tailor-made to fit his body perfectly. If Leon can spare the time to look at it instead of looking at Togami's face, he may notice it has Togami's family crest on it, which is a little weird. The fact that in this situation, Togami is more self-conscious of his hard-on getting bigger and harder in Leon's hand than of his ridiculous underwear says some things about him.

He's even more conscious of Leon's gaze meeting his, though. He can't bring himself to break the eye contact now. It's a matter of pride. But as hard as he fights, his face is still flushed and open compared to the tight mask it usually is. And focusing so much on his facial expression means he's not paying as much attention to controlling his hips, so it can't be helped that he subconsciously lifts them, pressing into Leon's touch. ]


That's—true...

[ But he can like something without being embarrassing about it. Right? In theory? ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-15 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yes—?

[ He sounds confused. He probably doesn't fully understand that other people don't have their entire wardrobe made to order. Or at least, he thinks it's way more common than it actually is. Why is this coming up now??

His voice is still weaker than usual, though, and fades into a moan as Leon squeezes, before the underwear starts sliding off. He's not body-conscious, but he's still a little boner-conscious. ]
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-16 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ The rings on his fingers definitely make this a foreign sensation, but not in a bad way. Just in a way that makes it completely unmistakable that it's not his own hand on his cock right now. He shivers, shifting his legs apart just the slightest bit, subconsciously.

The conversation takes his mind off things, and gives him a little more ability to handle this happening, too. ]
Are you offering to be my new tailor—? I don't see how it's relevant to you otherwise.
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[personal profile] succeeder 2016-07-19 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Don't get offended at your own ridiculous joke. You're the one who brought up that "once a year" timeframe—

[ He's flustered by actually engaging in this silly conversation though, almost as much as he is by the part where they're having sex. Or maybe there's also an awkward undercurrent to that, where the implications of Leon being disappointed are not lost on him. If one night of sexual experimentation ends up with Leon hanging off of him like a barnacle—

He won't worry about that for now. For now, the experience isn't negative. Leon's hand is much less clumsy than expected, and he finds himself breathing harder, biting his lip every so often. ]

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