I feel really weird? Like. I guess I've thought about that stuff before, but for it to enter my subconscious and all... I didn't think it would happen. And it makes me feel like I violated that person.
He's not exactly from modern times so things are different for him when it comes to things like this. I don't want to scare him or anything because I might come off as too forward.
WELL... it's not like I talk about myself a lot. But yeah! Remember when I posted to the network asking for advice about Simon? I guess I followed some of it and just went full on YOLO!
This was supposed to be a secret, though... but I ended up telling so many people about it, and then Mr. Wright eventually found out and everything was a mess.
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AND NO IT'S NOT ABOUT MR. WRIGHT. THAT'S JUST GROSS?!?!?!?!?! Oh my god.
This was a bad idea.
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ITS FINE look Im here to help Im not gonna tell anyone or make fun of you!
It was more like if it was about him thatd explain why you felt dirty
BUT IT WASNT
so do you just feel weird that youve got some subconscious needs or what
Did my phone spell that right
[It's a CereVice, but phone is so much easier.]
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I feel really weird? Like. I guess I've thought about that stuff before, but for it to enter my subconscious and all... I didn't think it would happen. And it makes me feel like I violated that person.
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Its not like you can control your dreams yknow? Its just a dream
people dream all kinds of crazy stuff
Even having daydreams its not like youre violating anyone its just a fantasy!
Ive had some real weird sex dreams about people I wouldnt even actually wanna have sex with its just a thing that happens and it doesnt mean anything
I mean maybe this time it means you wanna screw this guy but theres nothing wrong with that either
If it really had been about me I wouldve been flattered lol
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I should just continue with my daily life as if nothing's happened?
I shouldn't tell them about this dream right????
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Like if youre doing it cuz you feel guilty thats dumb
Its not like you have anything to confess to them cuz you didnt do anything wrong
But if you want them to know you want them and youre hoping to do it for real like its totally not a bad lead in
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I guess I'll think about it some more.
Thanks, Leon. [ for being her most shameless friend that she can ask something like this. ]
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Yknow if you ask me you should go for it
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[ that's all she sends for a good five minutes until: ]
You think so??? Why???????
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I figure you actually like this person or you wouldnt be so freaked out am I right?
So why WOULDNT you go for it?
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Dudes in the past were total perverts I found out all about it from William lol
Youre probably worrying too much
Like you should see some of these poems im serious
Wait its not William is it
Anyway its probably ok
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But are you sure? Like. He's from the medieval times and everything. Where there's dragons and magic and stuff like that.
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[WHY GOOD? He doesn't really examine that himself. It just kinda comes out.]
this pervert was from ancient Rome or whatever I dont know if thats before or after medieval
WAIT IS THIS THE WIZARD?
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... Maybe?
His name is Merlin. Do you know him?!
[ SHE FUCKING HOPE HE DOESN'T. ]
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Wait so the guy you had a sex dream about is already your boyfriend?
Or are you not together
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Is William your...?
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no?!
Hes a dude were just friends wtf
I mentioned him cuz hes from the past!
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I just wanted to make sure you knew I wasnt gay or anything
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[WELL NOW HE FEELS WEIRD.]
I mean Im not saying theres anything wrong with it just Im not
but you knew that anyway lol
Speaking of which you didnt tell me you had a boyfriend......its a good thing I know now I mightve asked you out again sometime!
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This was supposed to be a secret, though... but I ended up telling so many people about it, and then Mr. Wright eventually found out and everything was a mess.
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