I have met him. He came to stay with me at the castle. [Though she hadn't liked him a lot on their first meeting. He smiled at her like he didn't even see her, like what she thought didn't matter. So she had barged into his room that same night and made him talk maps to her until he showed her that he was actually very short-tempered and stone-faced which was infinitely more interesting to her than the perfect prince he had been pretending to be.]
At the time, I had not thought it unfair. Though it had not really been about whether or not Eugene was someone that I wanted to "screw for the rest of my life". [She chuckles just a little bit to herself as she says it, her tone quietly growing soft and determined:]
I had wanted to be of use and to protect Zerestria. Our marriage would have created an alliance between our countries and I had thought that was the only option if I wished to stop the wars at our borders. [People died in those and the thought that she could save just one person...that would have been enough. That's why she learns so voraciously, reads so much and almost lived at the library sometimes, searching for just one more practical thing she could learn, one more bit of knowledge that she could make her own and use in helping to save lives.]
It was a choice I would have been willing to make. But you know, Leon...I have learned there are so many other ways. Intimidation, superior technology, tactics, diplomacy. If I could only keep that knowledge, I would not marry him now. I would ask him to help me instead.
All of that is pretty whoa, in fact. Being a princess sounds like it sucks, when she puts it like that. It's not a thing he's ever thought about, but it's easy to write the royalty life off as being some kind of luxurious, rich dream world where you get to do whatever you want and get a lot of attention from your adoring people . . .
But maybe not. He frowns listening to her explain it, unexpectedly feeling kinda bad for her for being a princess.]
That's all . . . damn. I didn't know it was like that! I mean, it sounds so cool, being a princess! Like, easy street!
I am not married to him. Our ceremony had not even taken place by the time I was taken from Rainesburg and sent to Holly Heights. And then I was sent here.
[And her world was apparently gone??]
I do not know what it is like for other princesses and perhaps I am over-complicating things. I have been told before by Eugene that it would have been much better for me if only I were a fool.
[But she doesn't intend to be some kind of ornamental princess.]
[But she hasn't even told him about her friend Robert, the paranoid assassin yet.]
How so?
[As far as she was aware, dicks didn't make sounds??]
It is the place I was in before I was brought here. I had been taken from my own home, Rainesburg, and then brought to another world. That was Holly Heights.
So you're one of those people, huh . . . I've got some other friends like that. I mean people who went from home to somewhere else before here. It's like there's a whole universe out there of different people screwing with us, huh?
[What a thought. Not something he ever would have considered before the entire experience of this place, and it's not exactly comforting. He sighs again.]
And any guy who's all about girls who can't think for themselves is probably a creep too.
It does seem like that sometimes. But at the same time, I am quite grateful that I was taken from Rainesburg, actually. I have met many wonderful people and have been able to experience things I never would have been able to otherwise.
[This is a win in her books.]
And I could not say, exactly, about Eugene. But I do not believe he meant it quite like that. [She's pretty sure if he wanted to say that women should just never think for themselves, he probably would have actually said it.]
But I do not think there is such a thing as being too nice. Sincerity begets sincerity, that is what I have always believed. It is like how we are speaking now, is it not? You are listening and you are taking me seriously, helping me just as you said you would. I like it when it is like that.
You are. And I am glad that you are here, Leon. Although I do not quite agree that not everyone is a good person. Scared and doubting and occasionally unthinking, perhaps. But there is good if you look for it.
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At the time, I had not thought it unfair. Though it had not really been about whether or not Eugene was someone that I wanted to "screw for the rest of my life". [She chuckles just a little bit to herself as she says it, her tone quietly growing soft and determined:]
I had wanted to be of use and to protect Zerestria. Our marriage would have created an alliance between our countries and I had thought that was the only option if I wished to stop the wars at our borders. [People died in those and the thought that she could save just one person...that would have been enough. That's why she learns so voraciously, reads so much and almost lived at the library sometimes, searching for just one more practical thing she could learn, one more bit of knowledge that she could make her own and use in helping to save lives.]
It was a choice I would have been willing to make. But you know, Leon...I have learned there are so many other ways. Intimidation, superior technology, tactics, diplomacy. If I could only keep that knowledge, I would not marry him now. I would ask him to help me instead.
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[Whoa.
All of that is pretty whoa, in fact. Being a princess sounds like it sucks, when she puts it like that. It's not a thing he's ever thought about, but it's easy to write the royalty life off as being some kind of luxurious, rich dream world where you get to do whatever you want and get a lot of attention from your adoring people . . .
But maybe not. He frowns listening to her explain it, unexpectedly feeling kinda bad for her for being a princess.]
That's all . . . damn. I didn't know it was like that! I mean, it sounds so cool, being a princess! Like, easy street!
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[And her world was apparently gone??]
I do not know what it is like for other princesses and perhaps I am over-complicating things. I have been told before by Eugene that it would have been much better for me if only I were a fool.
[But she doesn't intend to be some kind of ornamental princess.]
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[Shortly. Man. Poor Veronica knows a lot of dickheads; maybe nice girls like her attract them, which is very unfortunate.]
. . . What's Holly Heights?
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How so?
[As far as she was aware, dicks didn't make sounds??]
It is the place I was in before I was brought here. I had been taken from my own home, Rainesburg, and then brought to another world. That was Holly Heights.
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[What a thought. Not something he ever would have considered before the entire experience of this place, and it's not exactly comforting. He sighs again.]
And any guy who's all about girls who can't think for themselves is probably a creep too.
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[This is a win in her books.]
And I could not say, exactly, about Eugene. But I do not believe he meant it quite like that. [She's pretty sure if he wanted to say that women should just never think for themselves, he probably would have actually said it.]
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