Ah, my mistake. [ His voice is flat and sarcastic. ] I had thought you planned on having sex with literally every man in the colony.
[ This is also a defense mechanism against awkwardness, though. Just, Togami's defense mechanisms tend to be condescension and ridicule, so... I mean... he can't really talk about who's having any success in their approach. And even though he's not really panicking the way Leon is, he's also floundering about how to proceed here.
Maybe if he were 100% guaranteed interested in Leon himself, he could accept taking charge and allowing Leon to follow his lead. But if hypothetically they were to experiment, it would be pretty much as experimental for Togami as it would be for Leon. Like he said before—how much enthusiasm is he supposed to summon for that? He doesn't want Leon to think that he's into him...
Still, on a list of "Men in Cerealia Togami would Sexually Experiment With", Leon would be at the top. It doesn't mean much more than that, but it means what it means. On a list of "Times in Togami's Life in Which it Would Be Convenient to Sexually Experiment", Cerealia when nothing is actively going on is actually also near the very top of the list, even with all the weird surveillance state aspects. That's not a bad combo overall, right? If Leon is willing.
But if Leon is willing, he's still being very awkward about following through. Togami wouldn't want to be completely passively seduced either, but the current situation is still miles away from his comfort zone of sexual expression.
Ugh. Even so, this is way too much thinking and not enough doing, and the thinking is just tumbling in circles anyway. He hates it when things get like that, more than he hates looking like a person who would willingly offer to have sex with another person (gasp). ]
I don't care what you do with other people anyway. What is relevant to me is if you are trying to work up to asking me.
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[ This is also a defense mechanism against awkwardness, though. Just, Togami's defense mechanisms tend to be condescension and ridicule, so... I mean... he can't really talk about who's having any success in their approach. And even though he's not really panicking the way Leon is, he's also floundering about how to proceed here.
Maybe if he were 100% guaranteed interested in Leon himself, he could accept taking charge and allowing Leon to follow his lead. But if hypothetically they were to experiment, it would be pretty much as experimental for Togami as it would be for Leon. Like he said before—how much enthusiasm is he supposed to summon for that? He doesn't want Leon to think that he's into him...
Still, on a list of "Men in Cerealia Togami would Sexually Experiment With", Leon would be at the top. It doesn't mean much more than that, but it means what it means. On a list of "Times in Togami's Life in Which it Would Be Convenient to Sexually Experiment", Cerealia when nothing is actively going on is actually also near the very top of the list, even with all the weird surveillance state aspects. That's not a bad combo overall, right? If Leon is willing.
But if Leon is willing, he's still being very awkward about following through. Togami wouldn't want to be completely passively seduced either, but the current situation is still miles away from his comfort zone of sexual expression.
Ugh. Even so, this is way too much thinking and not enough doing, and the thinking is just tumbling in circles anyway. He hates it when things get like that, more than he hates looking like a person who would willingly offer to have sex with another person (gasp). ]
I don't care what you do with other people anyway. What is relevant to me is if you are trying to work up to asking me.