Well, we have come this far, so I have to assume you find it at least somewhat enjoyable...
[ That's another moment where he accidentally implies that he himself enjoys it, though. He isn't having these thoughts consciously and directly... he just does or says something that he then feels he has to confront himself about. He has to piece together the conclusion that he's enjoying it the same as Leon does; in some ways he's at a disadvantage, when he can't even see his own face. It just doesn't feel like this is his reaction, the reaction that Byakuya Togami would have, but where else would it be coming from? His own reactions to things are becoming unruly and slipping out of his control.
But... it's fine. It's fine. The situation is still proceeding smoothly. It's near impossible to feel too upset about this when Leon's hand still feels really good and nothing about this situation is without his own consent. He soothes himself enough this way that when Leon leans up closer to his face, he doesn't even defensively harden his expression, the way he normally would. He lets himself be deliberately receptive. So when Leon kisses him again, it feels only natural, and not something that he has to catch up to. He can just kiss back, easily. ]
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[ That's another moment where he accidentally implies that he himself enjoys it, though. He isn't having these thoughts consciously and directly... he just does or says something that he then feels he has to confront himself about. He has to piece together the conclusion that he's enjoying it the same as Leon does; in some ways he's at a disadvantage, when he can't even see his own face. It just doesn't feel like this is his reaction, the reaction that Byakuya Togami would have, but where else would it be coming from? His own reactions to things are becoming unruly and slipping out of his control.
But... it's fine. It's fine. The situation is still proceeding smoothly. It's near impossible to feel too upset about this when Leon's hand still feels really good and nothing about this situation is without his own consent. He soothes himself enough this way that when Leon leans up closer to his face, he doesn't even defensively harden his expression, the way he normally would. He lets himself be deliberately receptive. So when Leon kisses him again, it feels only natural, and not something that he has to catch up to. He can just kiss back, easily. ]