. . . Should he feel weird about that? Should he feel totally normal, or like, really weird and awkward right now? He feels sort of mildly weird, which feels wrong either way. Like he should feel one extreme of either not giving a fuck or totally put off. Not just vaguely uncomfortable. He actually feels more self-conscious about his own feelings than the situation itself—
Shit, get it together, Kuwata!
Luckily all of that internal conflict goes through his head in like, a second. Funny how thoughts work. All he really shows is a beat of more surprise, and different surprise, than is really warranted, and then he laughs and pushes through it with a minimum of awkwardness. (But not no awkwardness.)]
—But if you're asking if I'm surprised a girl like you would have a job like that, no way! It totally suits you!
[Maybe she's playing me. Maybe she has a knife.
No. Go away, stupid and unneeded thoughts. (And they're extra stupid because actually, Leon is the one with a knife right now.) God, he hates thoughts he never asked for.]
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[She's an idol!
. . . Should he feel weird about that? Should he feel totally normal, or like, really weird and awkward right now? He feels sort of mildly weird, which feels wrong either way. Like he should feel one extreme of either not giving a fuck or totally put off. Not just vaguely uncomfortable. He actually feels more self-conscious about his own feelings than the situation itself—
Shit, get it together, Kuwata!
Luckily all of that internal conflict goes through his head in like, a second. Funny how thoughts work. All he really shows is a beat of more surprise, and different surprise, than is really warranted, and then he laughs and pushes through it with a minimum of awkwardness. (But not no awkwardness.)]
—But if you're asking if I'm surprised a girl like you would have a job like that, no way! It totally suits you!
[Maybe she's playing me. Maybe she has a knife.
No. Go away, stupid and unneeded thoughts. (And they're extra stupid because actually, Leon is the one with a knife right now.) God, he hates thoughts he never asked for.]
You're that type all over!